Talk About Long Nights

Last night when I went to bed, I had my little 'feeling of impending doom' thing going on. I knocked it off as jitters for going back to school the next day after break. I was wrong. Horribly, horribly wrong.

At about 3 AM, I woke up to find my lower abdomen in horrible pain. It felt like I was getting cramps and had diarrhea really bad at the same time, and I also felt like I was going to puke my brains out any minute. I got up and went to the bathroom, but it just got worse, so I tried to go get my parents. I got to their door, moaned "Mom" and then collapsed on the floor from being lightheaded and in such pain. I think I blacked out there for a little bit, because I can't remember anything that happened after I fell, the next thing I remember is being back in the bathroom with a bucket by me and my mom handing me an Advil and 7-Up to try and get my stomach to calm down. My dad also got me a glass of water. My mom said when she saw me fall, it gave her a rush, and she got pale and dizzy, and felt like she was going to throw up too. I realized that I couldn't see very well in the bathroom, everything was blurry, like I was trying to focus on everything at one time. I could barley keep my head up. It was really scary. The whole time I was thinking, "I'm going to die, I'm going to die... I don't want to die but I want the pain to stop." Eventually I made it back to bed, where the pain kept coming in waves, but I managed to fall asleep. And now here I am, staying home from school in fear I'm going to have another outburst during class. That, and my stomach is still upset and if I move around too much it hurts.

My dad wants to take me to the doctor, and I want to go. I can't miss school tomorrow because of OAT testing. If we miss one day of that, we have to make up that test of course, but we also don't get to go on the incentive and have to stay at school while everyone else bowls or goes to see a movie.

Well, I'll let you go now. See ya around. Maybe soon I'll have an update on my condition or why this happened. Tah-tah.